I did it. I finally said so long to Date #13, and he thanked me for being honest.
We've emailed a few times since, but there's a difference in how he writes - without hopefullness, humor or promise. More like a business exchange, which of course is to be expected.
Still, I miss the possibility and am tempted to fill in the empty feeling with the closest man around or even worse, an ex.
Instead, I make a to-do list: Clean closet, cut hair, run, plant garden, fix clogged sink, buy new mattress pad, meditate.
It's a start.
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